I blame my lack of userpics for my lack of update.
Otakon (yes, the thing that happened
last week) was amazing. I had a great time going up to see
hamburger and romping about Baltimore with her. Anime's not really my thing in general, but going to the convention I was reminded of its merit. I think anime fans have been ruining the genre for me, and that's really a shame because just like anything else it's got some real good stuff mixed in with the crap. I don't think I'll ever be a real fan of the art style, but it's not fair that I should lambaste the whole genre because some of the series make me ill. I'm going to rent Cowboy Bebop to try out, and maybe finish Rurouni Kenshin-- I enjoyed what I saw of that one on [adult swim].
The actress in me has decided I'll be cosplaying at some point, probably as a Monarch minion. It'll likely have to wait until next Otakon, though. I'll be attending Balticon with another friend, but I don't think cosplay is as accepted a thing there.
You've got to hand it to conventions, they can really give you a sense of community. I don't think I ran into anyone there who was a real asshole. I can't say the same for some of the Baltimorians, but I can understand how frustrating it has to be to have your home town annually invaded by teenagers and twenty-year-olds. Especially those that don't drive well. Snow deserves props for her driving skills in the city, as well as keeping us organized. I think I would have just been flailing around without her. XD Her new haircut is also bitching. This is truth!
...And you know you're in the city when you've got a street vendor walking around yelling that he's got "Water, bottled water, water, baby turtles, water!"
I shit you not.
Being back home has taken a little adjusting to, if only because I'm going to be leaving it again soon. I go back to campus this Saturday for the new semester, and I'm fully aware that this is the make it or break it year. I screwed up last term. Big time. B-i-g-f-u-c-k-i-n-g-t-i-m-e. There're a bunch of reasons why, not the least of which was my atrocious sleeping schedule. Since I won't have the graveyard shift job anymore I hope that helps. I've been keeping really good hours this summer, going to bed around midnight and waking up around 8, 830. If I can keep that up this semester it should help things. Socializing more will also be a factor. I was getting really depressed last winter. Last but not least is going to be changing my study habits (see: getting them). No more goddamned procrastination. If I have to write out my assignments by hand to avoid getting distracted on the computer then that's what's going to happen.
I'm not an idiot. I know this. I have to prove it to myself again, because nothing makes you question your intelligence like failing a class. My self-confidence took a stab to the gut.
In the days between now and Saturday, I've got to get things out of the way. I really want to meet with my friends again (one will soon be moving to Tennessee) but that might be tricky with time schedules. We'll see. I need to figure out what's going on roommate-wise. I need to pack. I need to send back DVD's. I need to make sure nothing's wrong with my schedule. I need to pick up my bc prescription. I need to start reading again, because my writing's becoming crap. I'm hoping typing these things out makes it more likely I'll remember to do them. I think my short-term memory's been getting worse, I really do. A nineteen-year-old should not be this absent minded, holy jeebus.
August 23rd will be the one year mark for my soda detox. That's 365 days without a soft drink and counting.
...I need to write in this thing more. I apparently have a lot more to say than I'd thought.